I have like really few shifts of work now. It is sad, so sad. im glad i can now prevent myself from paper cuts from folding the boxes, feeling heated up and burnt by the flaming hot oven, treating angry customer nice with cheerful "Thank u!" i usually put the phone aside when the give me a long 5 minute complains on the phone while attending at least 3 people in the shop, staying alone at the shop to do some closing and i end getting scared with my own movement and yadayadayada.

Tapi sedih. When am i going to see them again? Will i be back? life must go on.

Nik Arif is leaving tomorrow. And then, some other people. and then, it would be me. scared, to face the reality, but at the same time, excited. Im sure there are a lot of keberkatan for coming back, since that is what mom wants me to do. I knooowwww, im 24. i was suppose to start working at the age of 22, by now, i shud already got into some other uni to do my MBA shoot. tapi man. i was studying non stop since 7. I had no long boring after exam break. I go straight to college after school, no time to fool around, i got straight to Sydney after college, after a month or so finishing ausmat. I mean really, can i just u know, relax a bit.

Not forgetting mom's daily phone calls for me to go back, go get some securities, get 'real' jobs..yadayada..future and shoot. thank god, she never say Anything about getting knot with whoever. plus, who wants to masuk meminang yani, seriously?

Today, Nik arif and Remie kindly pick me up from work. Usually, Dan will send me back. So i told Dan, my friend will pick me up, so he just need to drop Nat home. As soon as I mention the word "He" as in Nik Arif kan a he, eventho he is so pretty like a she, dia terus went,"Does Zac know?"

and i kindly reply,"Yeah, My friend is a pretty boy, he is just not my type."

Dan meanly reply,"oh yeah, Zac is very ugly."

owhhhhh Dannn how can u be so mean! my boyfriend is scruffy, i like scruffy men! tanya Mad and Ramen, we always lepak for coffee and teka lelaki tepi jalan mana yani punya type.

Usually, they know that i like to go for scruffy-busuk-busuk-comot-comot type of guy..nampak macam..oh boy, you want me to clean u up?

heh. semangat nak blog suddenly i dunno why!

after a mygroin hit, almost fainting in the middle of the road & wearing sunnies in Maccers Kingsford because i cant stand the light, im back on track!

Thansk for my beloved sister for listening, and to Remie for telling me that things will be a-ok. Also, to Z for layaning me whine and be my favourite pokok when i feel like being a Koala Bear, a back when i want to be a backpack, being Mr Muhammad Panda when i need to hug.

Terima Kasih(intonation: Alley Cats).

Sincerely yours,
Ida Haryani yang kepanasan kerana Sydney sangat panas. Well, need to get used to it! Malaysia is even worst!