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Sunday, 31 January 2010

  • Kisah four Poor Little Bawal Cermin Mini



    My little cute baby brother has this special tone and facial expression that can melt my tough heart. He asked me to buy 2 pairs of ikan bawal cermin mini( the size of 50 cents coin) at his favourite petshop.

    I was quite impressed with the little flat fishes, decided to buy for my bulatan brother, to add to his collection of fishes in the crowded little pond outside our house.

    The next morning. I heard the news. Ikan bawal, 2 of them were sucked by the water pump/filter because they were too small, and thin.

    and two of them remain missing, mysteriously.

    The search continues.

    The poor dead bawal was dried next to our pond. Funeral time and place will be announced shortly.

    Thank you for your cooperation.

Thursday, 28 January 2010

  • Do not Drink Pokka and Drive.

    In my case, i might get sugar attack, hyper menyanyi dalam kereta, pastu terdrive down memory lane menangis alone. then, reach for my phone in my handbag, call boyfriend, at the end of the week, bill dah 300 bucks. sigh!

    I unofficially take over Batmobile now. I feel so grateful, at least i got my own wheel kan. I remember when Mama told me that both my parents will 'help' me with getting my first car, i was so ungrateful, i replied"ala national car je ke." How would ayah felt, raising a daughter like me. tapiiii i really hope that he knew, that i just like to alaaaa here and there tapi sebenarnya i dont really mind.

    So, he didnt got the chance to get me my own first car, so im using mom's now. Its an old car, so a lot of things need to be done. First, the rim. Ayah insisted me not to drive to KL on my own few days before he knew he was sick; at first i thought he was just being hard on me. Then only I realize that the rim was actually bengkok( thanks to the massive potholes-bukan potholes dah, kuali-dewan-asrama-holes around perling!).

    so yani got it replaced. I wanted to get the original rim, tapi takde. they only have the sporty poyo jb driver rim, so i have to pick the less flashy one(for me. i want a simple-utterly simple rim yang very low profile jer!). I drove the car back, fatin cakap OMG.KAKAK. (flat tone) SIGH!

    ok. what next. I got new steering wheel cover( i actually went for car accessories shop! HAH!). I thought i got the simplest cover, tapi mama cakap macam Beng! ohmy. realllyyy? is my taste really THAT BAD?

    I want to change the old logo of the car, and the shop assistant was trying to sell the red color logo instead of the usual black one. OMG tak boleh buruk lagi ke color! and apparently, the red logos sell better! tapi i want the black one! nasib tak terpengaruh and decided on the red. so my Batmobile is still safe from penyakit driver-jb-nak-kereta-sporty-tapi-macam-tak-lawa-for-me.

    i got the car antenna fixed, my bulat comel dzakwan was so gatal tangan, the antenna macam nak tertanggal pls!

    the final one(for now) is to get the seat cover fixed. Dzakwan marah sangat, dia koyakkan the seat! pleaseee laaaa!

    tapi esok, i have to send the car for ketuk and quick spray sebab terlanggar curb. sorry ayahh sorrry i dont mean to be clumsy, tapi yani memang macam ni kan, sometimes???!!

    I love you Ayah, we are organizing your tahlil this weekend, hope it will make you happier over there. We love you :)

    ps: have I told you guys that JB drivers semua Honeymooners? diorg takde sense of urgency, trust me.

Monday, 25 January 2010

  • Little Heart

    Please stop crying.

    Please stop giving up on life.

    ----

    But i don't want to wake up feeling like this, i dont even want to sleep with this feeling.

    I feel so alone, i got scared.

    --

    Im so afraid of myself. I am my own enemy. If i can shoot someone, i want to shoot-me. if i can torture someone, i will torture me.

    --

    not bothered to come out from this. Life is hard, i make it harder. Can i not bother? Whatever..

Saturday, 16 January 2010

Thursday, 14 January 2010

  • Hang Sangat Busuk Comel

    should i complain about this HSB* bank, yang call my dad's phone at least 8 times a day, to offer an upgrade because we cancelled his credit card.

    At first, i can still layan them kindly,"sorry, its not that we dont want to use your bank anymore, but he passed away."

    Of course, they straight away hung up. (Whats the point of talking to me, they just want moooorree customers)

    Tapi, lama lama, i went crazy already, i answered the phone sternly, with a very firm voice. "How come i still get phone calls from this fishing bank, malahan i already reported about his death to the bank! can't you fishing hear me! please tell your bos, to ask your people to stop calling this phone number because he is no longer in need of a credit card you bodoh punya orang nak duit jer!"

    Tapi orang lain pulak call kan. tapi bank yang sama. *sigh!*

    Mama and Fatin went to their office in JB, wanted to report the death of ayah. There were some outstanding balance of his credit card, and we know that we dont need to pay for the outstanding amount, cuz it was insured. tapi pakcik bosan tu cakap,"tidak, puan perlu menyelesaikannya sendiri, insurance tidak cover kerana si mati perlu accident sahaja maka insurance cover."

    Ha? lame gila insurance tu. my dad wont be that stupid to pay for those kind of insurance.

    The following day, mama pergi again with me. This time, i was there. I showed some muka ketat. tapi mama as usual, muka sedih sikit. so, this lady baik sikit la she actually read the pamphlet about the insurance kan. tapi LAME GILA dia baca this one line and cakap,"oh, you need at least a year payment of the insurance before you can actually be insured."

    I was like, "Mana?-read them. Eh, no, you need a total of one year to be covered IF THE PERSON COMMIT SUICIDE". clearly written there. like seriously, hello? im a bimbo, i might leave my brain here and there but when it is needed, it will come running back to me.

    She asked me what was the cause of the death, and when my answer didn't match the death cert' reason, dia macam "oh, Pneumonia x covered la dik." and i went like "Kak, he had cancer. but it was the complication after the removal. Kami ada surat doctor. haish, siapa yang bimbo ni!

    Nasib that lady did a brave act and call head office and actually check my dad's account and we were told that we dont need to pay the remaining balance.

    I personally agree with Zharif and Aunty Zuraidah yang cakap Bank ni exactly like Along, tapi nampak je baik tapi they just want the money. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!